I Want To Break Free

 Liberation or Moksha is an oft quoted term used in common literature as well as in Advaita Vedanta philosophy.  To one who is not familiar with the Advaita Vedanta philosophy, it can mean one of many things. According to the dictionary 'liberation' means "the act of setting someone free from imprisonment, slavery or oppression". Which means release from bondage of some sort.

Those who are familiar with Advaita Vedanta philosophy will recognize that liberation presupposes an individual's state of bondage.   Feeling of bondage is the direct result of the predicament of humans living in this precarious, unstable and changing world ( also called "samsara"). The human is part of the global structure of beginningless cycle of birth and death and rebirth. Bondage would therefore presuppose an endless cycle of suffering.  A suffering that begins with birth of the body-mind entity. 

Since a person has this ingrained feeling and conviction that he or she is indeed the body and the mind, some people may feel that liberation can only be possible after death.  Alternatively, one may be led to believe that an end to this suffering can only come about by a prolonged practice of some sort, whereby an "out of body experience" can be obtained. What they fail to realize however, is that no experience can last forever. All such pursuits will end in disappointment. It is the law of samsara that anything that has a beginning must end, anything that is born must die, anything that is obtained in the future will eventually be lost.  So, what then can a human do? 

Thankfully, the ancient rishis (sages) of India, had an answer to put an end to this suffering. They realized that this suffering happens due to the identification of the Ego (or Sense of "I" or Individuality) with the body-mind. As a result, an individual assumes ownership of the various experiences and nature of the body and the mind. He may say " I am short" or " I am miserable" or  "I am unhappy". He may appropriate any of the various characteristics of the body or the feelings, emotions and perceptions as his own. As a result, nothing is permanent or stable in this constantly changing world of objects, emotions and feelings and perceptions. He wants "permanent happiness" in an impermanent world. He wants "stability" in an inherently unstable world. He is looking for an end to this bondage related suffering in the world of changing objects, emotions and perceptions. He is looking in the wrong place. 

The rishis figured out that the answer for "breaking free from bondage" does not lie out there in the world, but rather it is within one's own self. It is not a question of "I want to break free", - but rather a question of "who is this 'I" that wants to break free"? Rather than turning the attention outwards to find a solution for this bondage and suffering, one should turn the attention inwards to the very subject or "I" that wants freedom or liberation from this bondage and suffering. It is ignorance that results in the perception of bondage. Ignorance is the main cause of suffering. 

Just like darkness can only be eliminated by light, the ignorance can only be eliminated by Knowledge. 

Mind is a Manifestation of Ignorance

A common question that arises for the seeker is " how did the I, the Pure Self, the Infinite Lord, become this little self, the ego?". It is a very valid question as the Guru has repeatedly emphasized that you are none other than the Absolute, the Self. One must wonder as to how the Self got contaminated, so to speak, and become this imperfect self, the ego. The answer to this question again depends on the level of maturity of the seeker. Or rather, from what level of understanding is the seeker approaching this question. For those who can accept the teaching of the Guru, the answer is simply "no particular cause". But, the seeker may not be satisfied with that answer and may continue to wonder or become frustrated for a lack of answer.

To understand this better it is essential for the seeker to undertake a detailed and in-depth study of Vedanta. The important thing to note though is that a study of the subject of Vedanta is in itself not enough.  It is important to arrange the ideas that arise from this study in a correct order and to be able to cogitate and meditate on the matter on a daily basis.

It is important to understand that all such questions arise only in the mind. You do not ask these or any other questions when you are in deep sleep. Hence, an easy way may be to find out what exactly is the mind. Once, the nature of the mind is figured out, then the contents of the mind can be more easily figured out.

The mind appears and disappears in a 24 hour period. The mind is absent in deep sleep but is fully functional in the wakeful state and partially so in the dream state. So, what exactly is the mind? Is it a thing?Is it present in the brain as you may be postulating?  Just so you know, neuroscience has not yet figured out the exact location of what you may call the "mind". The mind is nothing but thoughts. And thoughts do not have any material mass. To go deeper into the understanding of the mind, one has to go deeper into the understanding of the "person" investigating it.

It boils down to understanding this "I", the "person", the "individual", the self, who is investigating the mind and all other questions about Vedanta. At this juncture, you have the choice of investigating the nature of your self or investigating the nature of the mind. By investigating the nature of your Self, you will without any effort get an answer about the nature of the mind.

But, those who do not want to wait till they find out the nature of the Self, may want an easy answer to the nature of the mind. For this answer, while there are many texts in Vedanta that will answer it, none is more easy to understand than the introduction to Vedanta " Vivekachoodamani" or "The Crest Jewel of Discrimination" written as 580 verses by the great Adi Shankaracharya in the eight century A.D. In this text, the Acharya explains that due to ignorance, man identifies the Self with the not-Self thereby bringing about bondage and the miseries of birth and death. He considers the perishable body as real and nourishes and cherishes it. As a result, he becomes bound much like the silk-worm in its cocoon, woven by its own threads. This bondage comes about due to the fact that you forgot your true self. The cause of this forgetfulness is ignorance (avidya). The acharya gives a wonderful example of the moon(mind) eclipsing the sun(Self) from the observer (me). As long as there is this mind between me and my Self, the glory of the Self is eclipsed from me. Mind being a manifestation of ignorance (avidya) has to be transcended to realize the Self and thereby bring about an end to the idea of bondage and the sufferings associated with it.

Dispel Doubts with Discrimination

As with any knowledge, doubts arise and need to be cleared routinely. Similarly, it is not uncommon for the seeker of liberation to have doubts about the teachings of Advaita or non-duality. In fact, there can be a feeling of despondency when doubts overwhelm the mind of the seeker. There is even the doubt if pursuit of Self-Knowledge is worth the effort. Especially, when statements like " It does not matter if one is knowledgeable or ignorant. Both are the same and equal" are heard or read, it makes the doubts even stronger. Why struggle for Knowledge if eventually it is all the same. At the same time, one realizes the lingering feeling of discontent and lack of peace and even if the idea of further pursuit of liberation through Knowledge is temporarily given up, one continues to seek contentment. Feeling of bondage results in discontentment. As long as there is lack of contentment, one cannot claim to be free or liberated. It is at such times that power of discrimination helps. The power of discrimination helps achieve Knowledge. Discrimination between the true and the false. Discrimination between the self and non-self. Discrimination between the gross and the subtle. Discrimination between the transient and the permanent. Discrimination between the changing and the unchanging.

Realize that work does not get done without effort. Hunger does not get satisfied without food. Liberation does not come about without Knowledge. In the same vein, if I eat, only my hunger gets satisfied and not everyone's hunger. Only if I swim, will I not drown in water. If someone else is swimming in the same body of water, it will not prevent me from drowning. In the same way, if I want liberation, I must be the one to get Self-Knowledge. It is the individual, who imagining himself to be in bondage, has to put in the effort through the power of discrimination to attain Self-Knowledge. One who has attained Self-Knowledge may then exclaim that all of humanity is already liberated. But, the fact remains that for those who feel they are in bondage, this statement does not help. Only when they who are not content, use the power of discrimination to achieve Self-Knowledge, will contentment become possible. Liberation is available to anyone and everyone who uses the power of discrimination to attain Knowledge of the Self. Just like only light can dispel darkness, only knowledge can dispel ignorance.

One who knows nothing is said to be ignorant (ajnani). One who knows everything is said to be Knowledgeable (jnani). One who has given up all knowledge after attaining it, becomes one with the Supreme (vigjnani).